"What have you been doign lately?...it breaks my heart to see how much you've changed"

Life comes flying at you sometimes and it's so unexpected. My heart is breaking and burning inside. I don't deserve to be treated the way you are treating me. It's not fair. I didn't do anything to you. I love you and I think that's what hurts the most. You don't want to see that. Instead you want to put a lot of blame of me and change my words around. I care about you so much and I wish you could see that. I get scared about the people you're around because I know you're so much better than that. I don't want you to change to be like that. I don't want your heart to be crude and hardened to what God has given you. I wish you understood how much it hurts me not to talk to you or be with you. Love like this doesn't disappear easily. Time may make things fade but the memories remain. Maybe that's why it all hurts so bad. I just wish life didn't have to be this way. I wish you didn't feel like you have to treat me how you are...or I wish I knew what I did...